I was in Kabukicho almost every day. During the day, I would always look for my father on the streets and spend the night at a hotel with my normal father. This was my daily routine. In this neighborhood, kids like me could be called To-yoko kids, but I hated crowds, so I was alone. One day, I met my prince charming. He worked at the host club. I desperately donated money to make him number 1. I wanted to be loved by him, I wanted to be his strength. I could do anything to satisfy him...even if I broke down...